I'm in the car driving with my sister and mom to mom's big birthday surprise. We have been doing fun things all day-yet I've struggles connecting emotionally to my family. I don't want to feel like this, people tell me I shouldnt feel like this, but I do anyway.
So I just need to stop. Thinking about my mission is too hard right now. I hate doing this to myself-pushing away my emotions- but I don't know what else to do today.
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